I am an omen...

It seems like tha foundation around me is collapsing slowly, though it's apperance is still in tact...

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First off, Merry Christmas Son of a bitches!


Second, I am tha lord and master!


Third......well, make one up!


Okay, today has been quite a day because I am experiencing something new. I've played my first online RPG, and I think someone is argueing outside. Fuck it, all I can think of is that game. Fucking Lineage, that shit is so fucking hot! It's simplistic, yet addictive. Makes me tingle inside. I feel all warm and fuzzy, but that could just be my sweater...=/ Back to reality, where things actually matter. I got this banging ass Yahama 61-key key-board from my sis and her man. Damn, that shit is hot! And tha Buddha tops off my room with knowledge and shit. Fucking plasma balls are cool, especially if it's Buddha's stomache. And of course, you all know this laggy computer is now my precious. My brother actually thinks he's gonna get on this. I got too much shit on here, and I don't want him touchin shit! Muahaha! Well yea, gettin back to Lineage, tha server that me and Leon was playin on was cool as hell. Both of us are dark elves, and we've rebelled against Santa's fat-ass and his cookie making/devouring whore. So we've started BA. Leon did it, but I like to say I had someting to do with it so then I would sound important. XD It sux for Leon though, he had a lvl 55 character, and tha server had to reseted to a previous date because a hacker obviously hacked everything. So now, Leon started anew once again, and I am here to join him. I feel like my character can kill anyone, but he only on lvl 26. Talk about an ego *coughTINOcough* I just can't wait till later...


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary
"You's a bitch, and so is yo' aunt!"

"Why must so much people be hypocritical?"

I hear this question in my head all day, just for tha simple fact that so many people around me are such hypocrites. To me, I think that your average hypocrite needs attention, so that particular individual says random things, even if it is their own flaw, to make others like them more. And that's tha deal with society nowadays. If you're not tha way society thinks, then you basically don't belong. Shit, I know I don't belong, but yet I have touched so many hearts. Not in a lovey-dovey bullshit way, but as a friend. I claim my life sucks, and I'm better off dead, but what will my kin do if I'm gone. Since I say such things, and I know damn well that people will shead their fucking skin for me, does that make me hypocritical? Am I just saying all of this for attention? Heh, if you look at this hell-hold called Earth for a minute, you'll see that everyone is pretty much tha same. Though we may differ in physical apperance, and our intellect varies, we all wants what's best for us. Even if we have to lie about it. We strive to make people notice us, we strive to make a living. And although everyone has different opinions about everything, don't we all want what's best for us. If people can't find jobs, and they're stuck hustling on tha block, that makes them no different from us. That soul just chose another path to help him/her-self. All a drug dealer deals for is to get money for himself. So why is that any different from any other job? Look at me, I'm working a damn factory, and that's illegal, but I need tha money to help out my mother. Tha only thing different between me and tha drug dealer is our paths. We both need money, and we both work illegally. Yet, I make it look like I'm working legally. But would that make me a hypocrite? I talk a whole bunch of shit 'bout immagrants taking our jobs, and yet I'm here working with them....

You damn right I'm a hypocrite.

Everyone is a hypocrite, depending tha situation. I just wish mutha fuckas had tha balls to admit it, and stop making such simplistic situations so fucking difficult. Because everyone in their own mind only wants what's better for their-selves, so why not try to hide things to make you look better? Stupid bitches, if they only knew...


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Heh, where do I begin? I'm tired as hell from gym, I don't wanna go to work, but I'll make it anyway, Okami's auntie is a biatch, and I feel like my legs are going to fall off. I feel that I'm going to get fired today, just for tha simple fact that I beleive that Mama Llama is gonna talk some shit, and I'm going to shove a shit load of stress releif cream down her throat. That bitch better not fuck with me, because time has been too damn slow lately. It takes forever for a damn minute to pass. It's pissing me off, and I hope somehow I'll get to rest in my remaining time in school. I know I'm gonna black out on someone today, so why not make it Okami's auntie, Mama Llama. Heh, she gonna get it today if she chooses to fuck wit me. Heheheh...

In other news, I did another version of my most annoying beat ever. (Well, that's what people think.) My famous Buddha Blessed beat came back, and I gotta say, this shit is rather quite hot. I'm gonna post it when I get back from work. I ain't got it on me now, but I'm sure people will like it. It sure as hell doesn't sound like it's with FL Studio, anyways. I just wish I had it so then I could listen to it now...


Cyrez
"...die slow"
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Guess what bitches...

Can you bitches guess where I'm updating from? Huh? Can you? I just woke up, and I didn't sleep in my school. Oh yea bitches, I'm in my room. And you know what that means. I got an internet connection now. Oh yea! Ya niggaz is hit now! UWAHOO!

Ah yes, it was my 3rd day being 16, and I already got a job. My punk ass brother 22, and he can't find shit. New shit to rub in his face. (THANX JULIA!!)


More or less, today is pwning day. Brought my PS2 to school, owning tha Calibur newblets. And in MVC 2, teheheh, imbeciles. Muahahahahahahahahahah!!!!! *coughs and dies*


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die slow..."

This is still a work in progress. It's supposed to be for the video game that me and my friends are doing. This is a summary for the story, pretty much tha basis. Lemme know what ya think...


"The world of Kulenai, a planet far away from Earth, but in our sun’s orbital range. This planet’s creatures are things of our mere fantasies and dreams. From mystical beings, such as dragons, demons, and even pixies, to our ancestors, human life who have used more than 10% of their brain. Our own dreams and such are only memories, things we’ve encountered within our past lives on that planet. The reason we’re here now, is because we’ve rejected death, and needed a planet that withhold the spiritual transfer. So in actuality, we are all dead. Our physicals only seem to be real, but it’s what our god, Kleptis, did for us. He wants us to believe we have a soul, our own spirit, our own body. But in reality, our bodies are from the foundation around us. The 12 elements around us are what give us our form, since this energy we gather is perpetual. And since this world has all of the energy to give us a new life, and Kleptis erased our memories of that savage planet we’ve dissented from, the others from that planet are trying to make their way here too. The of our 2 planets is a little bit more than enough to make the spiritual transfer, and fuse with the spirit of an unborn child. So basically, the creatures that fuse with the human spirit allow that human to use the power of that creature, the Gift. But with that Gift makes others around them a bit uneasy. And with that, the humans declared war upon the Gifted, commonly known as Soul Bearers. For the Soul Bearers, they are the ones now who use an astonishing 68% percent of their brain, so they remember where they come from. And with the humans fearing the unknown, they attempt to destroy us, and this is the Curse. And with the Soul Bearers and Humans now in an everlasting war, they try to make use of their gifts, and fight back."



Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Happy Birthday, eh? This was tha worst fuckin day of my life. My friends made it better, since they showed up. (Sorry Sin, next time pick your phone so then I can tell you what tha fuck is gonna happen.) But...I feel even more bad for my friends, even more sympathetic than I feel for myself. They got it worse than I did, and they didn't even know. Not even I knew, I found out not too long ago. My sister told me that we was a group of fuckin geeks. That Leon was a fag, so was DJuan. Alejandro was a fag, too, so my brother claims. And Julio and Julia are fucking dorks. Heh, it's something when you talk about people behind their backs, and don't have shit to do with you. They barely even know my brother, yet he says we are a group of fags. Heh, and even talked shit bout you Meda, saying that you can't spit, and you're a fuckin chump. He said that bullshit cuz I was playin one of your songs, and he just barged into my room, and asked who I was listening to. I told him that it was my boy spittin, and he made his lil remarks while walking away. Some fuckin big brother he is. If he wants that fuckin title, he better try a lot harder to live up to it. Tha fucking mark on forehead isn't even enough anymore. I thought I felt good, poppin him on tha side of tha face, and he just puts me through even more hell. I feel like shit...wish I would just fucking die. Everyone I love is being pulled into this, people who only here to help.... I'm sorry to bring you guys in this. I swear, next time there is going to be something held at my house, I'm not inviting anyone, because I don't want tha wrong things beign said about ya. And just so ya know, I'm fuckin struggling to type this shit, all tha damn tears are in my way. If I mispell something, my fault... But I fucking sware, he had tha nerve to say all that shit yesterday, about how he is going to kill me, how he gonna get niggaz to jump me, how he gonna get me while I'm sleeping, and he had tha FUCKING NERVE, to say he fucking loves me....?!?!?! What in tha blue blazin hell makes you think that shit?! I'm fucking through with being treated like shit. And tha one time I actually defend myself, successfully, I get shitted upon by my fucking mother. She says, "I don't want you hitting him...".......What tha fuck?!!?! All this time, him fucking punching me in my fucking face, choking me, threatening me, taking my shit without permission and not giving it back, wearing my fucking clothes, and sneakers, eating my fucking food, emabarassing me in front of my friends, talk shit about my friends, and do all tha shit he does, and not fucking get back at ONE FUCKING POINT!!!!!!! I should fucking be CONGRATULATED!!!! It's about fucking time I stand up for myself, and I'm WRONG?!!?! Since when did hell fucking freeze over?! And niggaz say, "Oh don't worry about it. He is just an ass-hole." Tell me something I don't know Sherlock. I try not to pay attention, but for how many fucking years have I been tormented beyond beleif?!?! About like 8 fucking years! That's half my fucking life! "Oh, don't worry-" FUCK YOU! SO THA FUCK WHAT! I'M FUCKING MAD!! LEAVE ME THA FUCK ALONE!!! DID ASK FOR YOUR FUCKING SYMPATHY? No. All I ask for is for me to be in peace. Alone. Queit. Happy. Is that too much to ask for? I've been a fucking nice guy to all I met. Why do I deserve this? What did I do? Why am I even here? Am I ever going to find a sanctuary? Somewhere I can be left alone, and just be happy with all that's around me? I fucking doubt it. There will always be problems. There will always be someone fucking you over everytime you think you're out tha pot. That's life. And that's why.....I want out...

Heheheh, I got a new controller now. It's a clear gray, that new jump off. I'm also getting a new white controll, and the limited edition Tekken 5 with tha arcade control. Muahahahaha!!!


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Teh, my B-Day this Sunday....And I'm bored as fuck. Anyone wanna buy some games?

My sacred controll is broken. My white PS2 DualShock2 controller is broken. I threw it against tha wall when I lost in Soul Calibur 3... Fucking Yun-Seong and Talim. I was killing them, but the damn wind was blowing, and I kept falling out. I was so fucking close, and like a dumb-ass, I put all 3 of my people to fight, and they lost. I lost in tha game, (FUCK YOU WIND!!), and I lost my controller. That was my lucky controller... I feel like if I want to jump out a window...

My pops finally got outta jail. That nigga went in exactly a year ago, and got out yesterday. He ain't gotta do no more drug tests, no more court, no more probation, WOOOO!!!! Ah, yes, I must keep my calm writing this...(whatever...) But man, I killed Zeik in his Capcom vs. SNK game, and that was my first time playing it. I've would've used SNK characters, but I didn't see Hibiki. And as of yesterday, I officially can whoop tha computer's ass on extremely hard. (Take that DJuan!) Heh, I must keep training, and must play Leon and all that other stuff. Which reminds me, I still ain't finish my drawing! (When you read this later, Leon, don't show me your drawing. Save it for when I'm ready...WOOO!!!) Can you guys tell I'm bored...?


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Yesterday at 9th period I flipped out...And I aplogize for not saying anything. It's just that I told ya to drop it, and stop saying I was dead. That shit was literally too ironic. It's just that I kept having tha same dream for quite some time now, I'll coming home from tha store, it's like 8:30 pm. So you know it's dark out, (FUCK DAYLIGHT SAVINGS), and as I walk to my porch, I just collapse. I don't know what happens, since I really can't hear anything in my dreams. But the view of my mother, just crying on top of me, screaming, "NOT MY BABY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO KILL MY BABY?!" I can read her lips, and the view is as clear as day. And my sight just fades out, and then I wake up each night with the pain in my chest getting more and more painful. So I just felt uneasy, cuz as soon as Julio brought it up, that was tha 1st thing to mind...


I'm....just...sorry for....flippin out on ya.....


I..know ya didn't know bout it...

I WILL KILL YOU ALL
NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT
I WILL KILL YOU ALL
NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT
SQUIRRELY WRATH
SQUIRRELY WRATH
SQUIRRELY WRATH
YOU'RE ALL GONNA DIE
YOU'RE ALL GONNA DIE
SQUIRRELY WRATH
SQUIRRELY WRATH...


Fuck ya XD

Bad news Zeik, my adapter is fudged up son. And FUCK SNK!!!!

squirrely wrath!

Me and my brother got into another arguement yesterday. But this time, it got physical. I would've swung, but I felt pity for him. His face is fucking deformed because like 12 Bloods jumped tha night before. He came home bloody as fuck, in mad pain too. So just imagine, if I were to swing while he was choking me, than tha pain on his face would immensify by like 5x. I seriously regret not swinging though. This shit all started because I told him not to be coming into my room to use my phone all tha time. Becuase everytime he loses his phone, I'm tha 1st person he comes to, just to run up my minutes. So I told him, "Don't expect me to keep lending you my phone. I'm not trying to run up my minutes." His exact words, "I'm calling mobile to mobile you fucking idiot. I'll fucking keep your phone and beat tha fuck outta you." I said, "What goes around, comes around..." And he got offended and started choking me. He also claims that he is gonna wait for me afterschool to fuck me up. Heheh, like I'm scared. He won't even throw out tha garbage because his fucking face. His eyes are looped downwards, his cheeks are puffy and still got dry blood on it, and his neck is all red, like he was hanging from a noose for too long. I just wish incidents like these change his mind state. He swares he tha fucking man, act like he tha shit in tha street. But he gets his ass whooped every other weekend. Fucking bitch, I'm tired of him already. All I need right now is to make some instrumentals, and just play Soul Calibur 3. That's all...



P.S.
If you see me, don't act sympathetic. All I need is for another mother fucker feeling sorry for me...

"HONG KONG - A weeklong festival will be held to celebrate the unveiling of a statue of Bruce Lee on Hong Kong's Avenue of Stars.

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Lee's brother Robert Lee will preside over the Nov. 27 ceremony, Wong Yiu-keung, chairman of the Hong Kong-based Bruce Lee Club, said Monday.

The 6-foot-6-inch statue will feature the martial arts star with his torso bared and his hands spread in a fighting stance. The pose was selected in an online poll of Lee's fans.

Lee died of cerebral edema — swelling of the brain — on July 20, 1973. He was 32. His films include 1973's "Enter the Dragon," released after his death, and "Fists of Fury."

The Nov. 25-Dec. 1 festival, backed by the Hong Kong Tourism Board, also will include a fan gathering, tours of Lee-related sites and free showings of his movies at the Avenue of Stars, Hong Kong's equivalent of Hollywood's Walk of Fame, Wong said.

Lee would have been 65 on Nov. 27."

I don't know who tha hell left this in my journal, but this made me think of many of things. Not only that I am a huge fan, have tha same birthday, and beleive that he was tha best damn fighter of all time, I felt that I need to clear some things up with tha public. (I almost spelled pubic. lmao) It is beleived that tha wife of Bruce Lee, Linda Lee, murdered him with poisonous pills. Of course, I beleive that is utter bullshit. But she was tha last person to see him, and last to talk to him. Linda claims that Bruce was complaining of a severe headache. So she Linda gave him some pills, and left tha room. She came back like 2 minutes later, and tha nigga was dead. I know Linda would've never hurt Bruce in any way. I just that nigga was still alive. And just cuz he tha fuckin man, I shall change my theme to a "Bruce Lee Owns You!" theme. I shall have fun with this one. =D


R.I.P.
Lee Jun Fan/Bruce Lee
November 27th, 1940 - July 2Oth, 1973

I'm bored. Save me....

Uhhh, I know this isn't much news, since tha majority of ya already know this, but I am continuing to create this god damn game. Last school year, I was just messin around with drawing tha pics and stuff for tha game. Now, I am more motivated, since I feel more active and stuff. (Thanks again DJuan, I needed that book.) I just feel now that I have more knowledge in my stuff. I shall be doing alot of research in martial arts and stuff, and drawing my ass off. Feel free to give ideas, because I will take in all tha help I can get. =D

This is utter bull. I get tha laptop from Palacio, (finally), and I'm gettin ready to go to Hackensack with my bro tha next day. So I'm puttin my heart into my beats and shit, I made about 5 on Wensday alone. All hot shit too, I might add. So I wake up on Thursday, and make another hot beat as soon as I get up. Than, my bro is nowhere to be found. He worked with some guy who did vocals for tha Blue Print, from Jay-Z. This was tha only reason I wanted to go. And later I found out that very day, his dumb ass got fired. So I made a whole bunch of beats for nothing. If anyone wants, (Meda, Jon D, errr, anyone else), I'm giving out free beats.

This entire week has been shit for me. Last Friday, my cousin yoked my mother, trying to get her out. I wanted to fight him so bad, but my brother is older, so I let him handle it. Next day, it was calm and everything. Nothing in particular happened, but Sunday my mother and my brother started going at it. I tried to break it up, but my brother is too damn ignorant. Monday, I got into an arguement with my bro, he saying that my life is shit, I'm a little bitch just cuz I didn't wanna lend him my walkman. He kept talking shit, but I ain't pay no mind. Tuesday, my mother and my brother went at it again. Reason: Phone bill = $700. She turned off his phone, so he kept using his girl's cell. Next day, it all seemed alright until I got home. His girl left him because he stuck off wet, (angeldust for you people that don't know), and she left. Just because he felt like shit, he tried to make me and my mother feel like shit too. He argued with my mother relentlessly, and than, at night, he pulled me down. His words - "If I kill somebody, it's your fault; Your life is videogames, you don't care about anyone but you and and your fucking game and internet; Papi doesn't love you because of what you did to him; Everyone hates me, and they wish you would just stay locked up in your room; You do nothing but masterbate to Lara Croft." I am not that God damn stupid, and everyone says he is just trying to make me feel bad. And when he said I don't care about anyone, just my games, my reply was: "Oh yea Joey. I fucking don't give a shit about anyone. Fuck you, fuck Juan, fuck everyone in this house, fuck tha entire world. All I need is my games, so fuck this. Well you know what, tha reason why I play so much God damn games is because that is my world away from reality. It keeps me away from tha real world, and ass-holes like you. I play so much God damn games so than that way, I won't become tha egotistical fuck that you've become. This is a state of mind, so it doesn't control my entire life you dumb fuck. So just shut tha fuck up!" His reply: "Than what about that time you played Papi out?" My reply: "You can't even fucking go there! You called me, and told me he was going to call like around 12:00, so what I did was mute my God damn tv, lower my music, and waited for tha mutha fuckin phone to ring. By tha time I heard that peice of shit phone rang, it already rang twice. I ran to Marilyn's room to pick up tha phone, but I couldn't find it. So I ran downstairs as fast as I could, and because of your dumbass always on tha house phone, I couldn't find tha peice of shit. And by tha time I did, it was already to late. So you can't even say I played Papi out! Plus, that was your mutha fuckin responsibility to stay here to pick up tha fuckin phone! He called for you, that was your fuckin fault! Stop blaming others for you fuckin mistakes! Learn responsibility and than you can come at me with shit. Now get tha fuck out my room!" Tha next day...yesterday, I came home in a shitty mood thinking about that all day. I stayed in my room all day, having one song on repeat 1 for tha whole day. When my mother called me down to go to tha store for her, she saw tha tears. She asked what happened. I had no choice but to tell her what whent down that night. Than when my brother came home, my mother started argueing again with him. He left 2 minutes after he came in. Than later that night, like around 11:30, I went downstairs to use tha bathroom. By tha time I go up stairs, he went in my room and took my cell. I went to his room, and said quietly, "Joey. Give me my phone..." He started asking why he couldn't use it. I told him because I didn't want him to use my phone. He replied that it was T-Mobile to T-Mobile. I said quietly that I didn't care. He ran up to my face, and mushed his fist in my face. I didn't budge. He told me to get tha fuck out, so I slammed his door and walk to my room. 2 minutes later, he throws my phone on my bed and says, "There goes your fuckin phone you lil' bitch. You know what? I'm tired of your shit. FUCK YOU RICHIE!!! FUCK YOU!!!! (Pressing his middle-finger in my face with all his force) When I get a fuckin deal, I ain't taking you wit me. You know what? When I die, I don't want you in my fuckin funeral. Don't even cry a fuckin tear you little bitch. I don't want nothing from you. YOU'RE NOT MY FUCKING BROTHER ANY FUCKING MORE YOU LITTLE BITCH!!! (mushing me towards my bed, than walks away.)" My only reply, "No tears shedded..." That was a lie. I cried till like 12:45, until I finally fell asleep, playing that one song still. At 2:30 a.m., he wakes me, than says he needs my phone. I told him to go fuck himself. He asked why. I told him because he is a fucking hypocrite. He tried to aplogize, and tried to hug me. He said he loves me, and wants to forgive me because I'm his little brother. My exact words, "I'm sorry. I don't have a brother..."

I shall update later about my week. Stressed out beyond belief, not enough time to write it all...

WOOT!!!!


I don't like guitars...


I'll slap tha hell outta this monster...


funny...


I wouldn't know if this is true or not...


wtf...


...no comment


LMMFAO!!!


I think Muy Thai is alot better...


LMMFAO!!!


TAKE THAT DJUAN!!!!


...wth?


heheh...

I think this is enough quizes at once...

I'm am way Smatrer tanh taht, s0 d0nt maka funna mi and mah smatrniss.

Someone getting their face smashed in soon. More details later. MUAHAHAHAHA!!!



Get em Xero!!! WOOOTT!!!! And DJuan, we have more trouble brewing up, I'm gonna chill afterschool today to see what happens.

Man, Okaine needs to get off my back...

In other news, I've completely destroyed tha game of "Ultimate Spider Man." Beat it in 3 hours, 1st time I've ever played it too. And you know what, I spent like 4 hours just webslinging and causing carnage. That's another thing, I pwned carnage beyond beleif with Venom. And the greatest thing happened yesterday too. I found my CD case with like 5 different games in it. It was in my room behind my bed. Tha only thing is, I mover my bed at that spot like 6 times, and it wasn't there before. Than yesterday my cousin was playing tha SpiderMan game, and just started putting my hands on tha side of my bed, than BAM! It's there. I was full of joy. (I got my Street Fighter back Medaphore!!!) Man, pwnage is just everywhere. Now all I need is to get my Marvel vs. Capcom 2 back from my cousin, so than I can rip my advesaries. (Julio, Ziek, & Jaime) Man, this week is going to be good...


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary
"...Pain is only imagination."

Why tha hell is everyone taking shit outta proportion nowadays. Niggaz don't beleive that I've turned Buddhist and shit now, mother looking at me funny, my conseiler is like, looking at me like I don't know what tha fuck I'm talking about, like if it's only a phaze. If ya don't agree on my decision, just tell me, than I'll tell you that I don't give a flying fuck what you think. :D

...I've converted.

Gah, now is the perfect time to update since everyone else did. Julio, Julia, and Leon. So fuck it, I'm bored and doing shit. Tha 2nd day of school and god damn this shit is boring. I mean like, boring to tha point you wanna go streaking. Ah well, as soon as I go home, I'm playing Tekken 5 to hone my skills some more than it already is. And you know what? I'm bored. XD


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical WarSpawn
"...die slow."

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BUZZ!!!
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rocker_chick48329:
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cyrez: you deserve to be shot
cyrez: you know that?
rocker_chick48329: W/E MAN
rocker_chick48329: SHE WONT LEAVE ME CUZ SHE NOES IF SHE DOES ILL KILL HER
cyrez: only fags hit ladies
rocker_chick48329: w/e
rocker_chick48329: man
rocker_chick48329: SHE A STUPID ASS BITCH
cyrez: i guess you're a fag
cyrez: gd fag
cyrez: yea i said it
cyrez: you a fag
rocker_chick48329: SHE SUCKED MY DICK CUZ IF SHE DIDN'T I WOULD OF CHOAKED HER
cyrez: what you gon do?
cyrez: lil bitch
cyrez: cunt
cyrez: fag
cyrez: assface
cyrez: biatch
cyrez: oooo
cyrez: o0o0oo
cyrez: lil pussy
rocker_chick48329: fuck u man
rocker_chick48329: my bitch listins to me
rocker_chick48329: or she gets hits
rocker_chick48329: *hit
cyrez: okay
cyrez: i'll see you in hell
rocker_chick48329: man u even gotta gf
cyrez: nope
rocker_chick48329: yea
rocker_chick48329: would you hit her shit like that
cyrez: nope
cyrez: i respect
cyrez: i treat her like my sister
rocker_chick48329: ight
rocker_chick48329: i g2g
rocker_chick48329: later dog
cyrez: or tha way i'll want my sis to be treated
cyrez: no later me fag
cyrez: god damn punk
rocker_chick48329: i gotta go get my bitch shes out side
rocker_chick48329: shes outside man i told her not to go outside
rocker_chick48329: damn
cyrez: hope you get hit by a car
rocker_chick48329: >:(
BUZZ!!!
cyrez: buzz bitch
rocker_chick48329: man
rocker_chick48329: lol
rocker_chick48329: my bitch is laying down on the floor inside
cyrez: oh yea
rocker_chick48329: man she kicked me in my balls
cyrez: your real manly
rocker_chick48329: man she kicked me in my balls
cyrez: good
cyrez: i wish i was there to see it
BUZZ!!!
cyrez: heheh
rocker_chick48329: man i should go help her 4 real man damn i hurt her real bad
rocker_chick48329: wtf is rong with me
rocker_chick48329: damn
cyrez: hmmm
cyrez: i wonder
cyrez: why don't you take a wild guess
rocker_chick48329: i threw a glass bottle at her head
cyrez: oooo
cyrez: your a reak stud
cyrez: god damn typos
cyrez: well
cyrez: w/e
cyrez: you suck man

lowkey_renegade , a man with a huge ego. He beleives that I am real garbage. When he told me that, I payed no mind. I just told him that was his personal opinion. Than he keeps talking shit saying that he can tear me up in a battle. I really didn't care for his cheap talk, until he kept going on to other people how I  suck. So I got at him because he left a "No comment" entry. Pretty much, he clear stated, "No comment back war_spawn? fucking pussy." Than my good ol friend, privatelyricist backed me up saying, "war was the last person to actually leave a verse here dissing people." It went something like that. I would'ce left a link to where he left it, but tha bitch deleted tha comments. So than I left a verse in battlerap where I completely beat tha living hell outta him. And tha funny thing about it is that he came at me weak, and he beleives that he won that one. Here is tha link right here: http://www.livejournal.com/community/battlerap/383029.html

And tha funny thing about this guy is that his cat died, and he cried about it. C'mon now... And also he wrote about one of George Bush's policies about some shit. I know I'm gonna get at him with that. I'll give you guys tha link when everything all set and done.

God damn I'm fucking stressing. My father still locked up for his bullshit, my mother almost had a heartattack this morning because of my fucking brother. People getting kicked out of my house left and right. Tha 1st person was my brother, my mother gave him a one day notice yesterday, so he left today. I had to go school clothes shoppin on Saturday. All of my clothes are black and gray, and my mother got mad at me cuz I wanted white camos. She said she wasn't gonna buy it, but she did nonetheless. I'm just stressed. Everyday there is a god damn fight in my house and shit. I just feel mad lonesome, but in a good way. I need alot of time to myself...


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical WarSpawn
"..."

This Marvel game is being made by Electronic Arts, or we call for short, "EA." This is a fighting game that is going to be a 1-vs-1 battle that you can be able to take online. I beleive the story setting is based on a comic type style, and is to be for PlayStation 2 and X-Box. Tha graphics on this game is good as hell, and I beleive it will make it to tha top. It has all of tha good and bad people we adore. Here is a list: Spider-Man (duh); Venom (looks cool); Iron Man; Elektra; Wolverine; The Thing; and a whole bunch of people I forgot tha names of. Here is some clips:

 

 

 

Okay. I am cooking, and I need to be outtie. Peace ppl.

Guess what people? I'm back with a vengence. I have alot of shit on my mind, nor do I want to talk about it. Watch though, I am going to be tha meanest person in all of your lives. You wanna kno why? Because I have tha belief that shit might pop off soon, and I'm going to play a big part in it. So I must have my fun now. Everything that I am going to say is either fucking mean, or I'll just agree with you. I am still tha same person, it's just that my mind has evolved passed from what it was...

This game looks so fucking hot. I'm really mad that they turned it into an RPG, but I like RPG's anyway. I was looking foward to a fighting game. But well all get what we asked for.

 

 

 

 

Yes, it will be for PS2. They have characters like: Akuma (Go Medaphore); Jin; Devil; Strider Hiryu; Ryu (Of course); Ken; King; Mitsurugi; Guy; M. Bison; P-Jack; Captain Commando; and even Megaman. This is a really good roster, but I still hope Guile will get in it. They have more people, but I am just too lazy to put down names.

 

 

Yes, it's about to be 4:00 a.m. So what? I've been thinking lately, I have been stressed out for no reason, just been all mad about everything. I really can't do shit beyond going over DJuan's house, and playing video games, and people don't like to call me back when I leave messages. But that's cool, so much for being a best freind. I really don't care about anything anymore, so here goes nothing. People, you don't like what I do, bite me. I really don't give a fuck anymore. Elaine, fuck you. You too Manal, because I know you're going to stick up for her. And anyone else wants to try to help her out, suck my dick. That's all, getting straight to tha point. And I am tired of people talkin shit about me when they don't even know me on this LJ bullshit. For instance, on my other account, war_spawn, niggaz think i'm some sorta wannabe. Now I'm gettin ready to steal mad money from people, buy airplane tickets, and jus go over to them niggaz' houses and just doing to them what I did to Tino. Yea, what, I said it. I fucked Tino up. He a little bitch, and there is no changing tha fact that he is never going to be shit in his life. But no worries, at least he got some fame when he got fucked up. And as for TdM, we really don't do anything anymore. Not like we ever did, but still. Pool party bitches. I called and shit, and everyone was busy, well jus for that one time I called. But I'll call again, and again, and again, and again, until your skin becomes mutated from tha left over chemicals inside of my pool. Hell, I couldn't care less if you people grow another pair of fingers and arms, lose your nose and gain ears. Shit, as long as you people come over, I will be alright. Just for tha simple fact that I am on tha FUCKING VERGE OF INSANITY!! But no worries, I have my music to keep me calm, but it hasn't been doing shit lately since I can't make anymore beats inside my room and just play them over, and over, and over, and over, until my ears bleed, and I die from tha blood lost. But hell, I wouldn't care, cuz now I wouldn't be able to hear people bitch anymore about how I do things. You don't like it, too bad. I don't give a shit anymore...


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary
"...hmph"

p.s. DJuan, bring your ass over here for once. I really don't enjoy having to worry about your father taking my little cousin's bike.

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. </td> agnosticism 92% Satanism 92% Islam 88% Buddhism 88% Judaism 67% atheism 67% Hinduism 33% Paganism 33% Christianity 8% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

This is tha 2nd time I took this test, with different results. I have notieced that I have recognized some of the questions, and not fully read it. I've read all this time with full effort, amd these are my results.

heheh, street fighter is cool.

"life sucks, someone help me..."

In other news, I pwn in Tony Hawk Underground, tha best in Jerzy baby!!

Tha worst day of this summer, I had to go to my sister's, (Nana), graduation. Which was to be in Newark. Mind you, we have to be there at 2:00, and the last time I looked at the, it was 1:25. Okay, Paterson...to Newark...it's fuckin far. But than my uncle, (Charlie), came right there when I looked at the time. Good thing Charlie drives fast as hell, beacause we got there 20 mintues early. But to get back, when we was driving on the highway, my brother, (Liquid), and my cousin, (Evy), starts praying for a safe ride. Than everyone else starts praying, or at least who I saw. Than Evy looks at me, like if she wanted me to pray.......come on now. Even she knows that I'm an athiest, yet she expects me to pray, funny.

Than we finally get there...but there is no parking spots. So we go to a underground garage, but there was no parking there. So we had to 3 levels down, just to find ONE empty spot. It was perfect, no other cars around where we parked. Bet. Than we go to tha graduation, and then when it's over, we chilled for a while outside. Than we went to go back to tha garage, tha fucking place was full as hell!!! We couldn't get out, our car was sorrounded by all sided. But than Charlie told me that everyone had to leave their keys in tha cars, with the windows open, just in case....*looks around* I swear. If I was there by myself, and I had a liscense, one of those cars cars will be gone wit tha quickness. I was looking for good cars in that place, and tha best that I found was a Mustang, 2004. Damn, I wish I was older.

But than Charlie just gets in the car that was in our way, (without anyone noticing), and drives so than we can get thru. That was funny as hell. But than tha worst was to come. We had to stay in a long ass line for an hour. Literally! We stayed in tha damn car, 9 people in one van, so you know that we tight as hell. My mother was catching ti-ti attacks and everything because we couldn't find my brother. Me and Evy went looking for him, we found him by tha entrance of the garage. Mad cars. And I saw that damn Mustang. It was in tha hands of a fuck albino......what a fucking shame. Than I started to get bored, so I headed back towards tha van. But when I went back, it wasn't there. I ran my ass off, hoppin over walls and shit jus tryin to find a fuckin green van. I found it....by tha fucking entrance. (Just for you people who don't catch on quickly, I could've saved alot of time just by walking a block instead of going all the way around just to find that damn van.) I got in, and they were playing spanish reggae...out of all things, they play this bull shit. My mother starts throwing a tantrum just for me to call my brother, and tan she starts saying how she is gonna leave Evy and Liquid in this place, just because we couldn't find them.


What Luck, we found them! They getting hot dogs, something that I found out myself because Evy was asking me how much ppl came on tha trip. And I told her 9. Getting back to tha subject, my mother starts screaming bloody murder saying what tha hell was they doing in there, (getting food obviously), and than they get in tha van, (bout time), and give us out hot dogs. Than all of a sudden, my mother is all happy-go-lucky and shit. And then it took 2 hours just to get back to Paterson. Traffic was a bitch.



Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary
".....die slow."

Well, no one told me about our lovely Mayhem's B-day party. I feel left out, I found out by calling DJuan. Heh, it sounded like you guys were having fun. While you guys were having tha time of your lives, I was stuck in traffic because a fuckin puddle. Yea, a FUCKING PUDDLE!!! It sucked because it wasn't even that big to begin with. Tha puddle by DJuan's house is bigger than that peice of shit. And I just noticed. Peace and peice are spelles different ways, but they sound tha same, lol. I guess I'm that bored. Getting back to Mayhem's B-day, I'll know remember it because it's a day after Wu Tang Clan's very Rza. Sorry I wasn't able to come though, I've been busy with my music and games, (It's really your hubby's game. Go get em.), and I've been having fun. Even now. Cya, this song is gooood.



Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary