I am an omen...

Hey, Happy Independence Day ppl, it's not like I give a fuck about this damn day anyway. I've been playing Final Fantasy 8 alot lately, thanx to DJuan. But it seems everytime I get far, some shit always happen to make me start over, because I forget to FUCKING SAVE!!!!.....hmph, but in other news, sorry for not calling anybody to come in my pool over this weekend, not even I got in because my mother put in mad chemicals that were un-need. I'll give a call when tha shit is up, till than burn in this hell we call life, hehe.


Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Everyone is so lonely, makes me laugh. Hehehehe, this is fun. Tha bad news, they might cut off my electricity today!!! *Gasp* Damn, no FF8, cuz I don't wanna be all into it, pwning everything as usual, than tha shit goes out! Damn PE&G, those fuckers. And hey, I got a new joke. My fellow Sagitarious cousin told me this today, it goes like: "Where do blacks and hispanics sit in a Yankee's game?................In Section 8." When I heard that shit, I was buggin out. And DJuan, guess what, ya suck monkey nuts. You could've knocked out Amber with a frying pan, come to my house, get in tha pool, slam my little cousins, and be back before tha girl wakes up. It's that easy man. I sure as hell don't want her here until she matures, and learns how to keep her hands to herself. Till than, "NAOPE!"

I ain't get to talk to my popz recently either. He doin aight, or from what i hear of from my brother and my momz. And now my momz got hernia, she in pain. That means more cleaning for me. Damnit! But ya gotta look at things from tha bright side, she's easier to assassinate now, lol. Ya know I'm jokin, or am I?


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
".....die slow"

There is nuthin new going on. DJuan broke my chill, waking me up at 1:00 p.m. I was tired as hell. Slept for like a good couple of hours. But cause of him, I am once again an early bird!!! FUCK YOU MAN!!! Damnit, it was so good staying up that late. PWNAGE IN QUAKE 3 : ARENA PPL. Yea, that game is cool. And guess what ppl, my pool is officially up and ready. And the good news, everyone has to pay to get in. HAHAHAHAHA! Nah, I'm jus jokin. Yea, T.d.M. meetings in my pool. And no, you can't pee in it.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary

Everyone is missing everyone else?!?! Bull shit!! I'm having fun like a mutha fucka. And tha good thing now is that I'm nocturnal once again. It's 5:02 a.m. right now, and i'm now going to sleep till another couple of hours. WOO HOO!! Don't call me because I'm gonna be sleeping like hell.

Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary

I'm back ppl, although it really hasn't been that long since I last updated. Oh well, happy as hell I ain't go to school on tha last day. But I ended up walkin over there jus ta chill wit Djuan and Eddy. I thought everybody was gonna be there, but everyone left as soon as school finished. Damnit. I wanted to bug out. Atleast me, Djuan, and Vega was buggin out for a long ass time. And tha Burger King guy was the main joke of the day. Just imagine Ronald McDonald and tha Burger King guy jus bangin out and shit. lol. That must be fun. Ah, I got nuthin to talk about, so I'm gonna end this right here.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary

Ah yes, tha shogun is back. Just to update, I am not going to school tomarrow, and I'm going to be having fun with my playstation. Going online, pwning everyone who walks in my path, you know, tha usual. And I made T_D_M in T.H.U.G. It's fun. And only I am in it, hahaha. Everyone needs to learn who to play that.

Today is going to be beat as hell. Nuthin to do what-so-ever. I brought my PS2 ta school, but I bet I'll pwn in tha morning. This is going to be boring as hell. I just want to go back to Game Express and redeem myself in Marvel vs. Capcom 2. I really hate Capcom vs. SNK 2, too slow, no combos. And than to top it off, I'm gonna kill in Tony Hawk Underground. Tha best in Jersey, but anywhere else i get killes by ppl who play that game relentlessly. Well, I have nuthin more to say.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"......die slow"

Yes, typing proper sucks, but it is for the better. Just to think, the year is gone, and I had a hell of a time. The fights with Tino, pathetic, I wish it was better. TDM's songs, never better. And my songs........!!!! Damn, I need a shit load of CD's and a CD burner. This sucks, only 3 days left, and I don't have a single instrumental on CD, that puts my panties in a bunch. But I'm sure my friend won't let me down, since I've been calling him every FUCKING DAY!!!!! Eek Gads, calm down Cy, it's only music. Music that calms you down, but none the less still music. I'm gonna miss that laptop. I'm gonna be a real dick head and see if I can hold it over the vacation. The chances are slim to none, but I'm willing to ask.

As for life, couldn't get any crappier. One the day before Father's Day, my father went to court, and now he gotta spend 4 years in prison. Which sucks because he only had a FUCKING MONTH LEFT IN REHAB!!!!! Damn him, damn everything about him. Damn his addiction. Damn life in general. Atleast I gotta some new freinds. likinparkyay , inadequate_one , medaphore , and last but not least, h2omellon. This is a group of new people. The one who is most like me though is h2omellon, from a far, far, far country that looks like a chicken, lol. Yes, life is full of surprises.</span></span>

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Ah, nothing happens anymore. The only thing is that I promised DJuan that I'm going to start typing proper for the sake of T.D.M. I miss typing my old way already, but fuck it, I'm still gonna have slang thrown around here and there. YAY! But as for now, I'm bored. Damnit DJuan, say something!


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"I decend alone into the darkness, with the unseen truth."

if anyone disturbs me, all hell will break lose. i need time to myself, need more beats. need more time. need cd's.

this is gay. everyone has YIM, but ya don't use it. baitches. i'm all alone, and i need sum one to talk to. but i don't wanna call any one. BAH HUMBUG!!!

lokah_staii_propah_xo: why u told people that i liked tino?
cyrez : .....................wtf u mean?
lokah_staii_propah_xo: i heard u said it in front of everybody when i left
lokah_staii_propah_xo: wtf does it matter to u or anyone else?
lokah_staii_propah_xo: it has NOTHING to do with ya
cyrez : they took that seriously, i wuz jokin
cyrez : and i told them
lokah_staii_propah_xo: well u shouldnt have sed it in the first place
cyrez : so i dont kno wut tha fuk ur problem is
lokah_staii_propah_xo: ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!! WHY ARE U TELLING PEOPLE?!
cyrez : don't be mad if aint tru woman
cyrez : if it aint tru,than u got shit to worry bout
lokah_staii_propah_xo: ok then so what if it is?! you shouldnt be spreadinq ma business around..
cyrez : wtf u gon do, beat me up
lokah_staii_propah_xo: even if it wasnt tru you kno they'll believe it
cyrez : i wuzn't spreadin rumors, i wuz tellin jokes
lokah_staii_propah_xo: daz all u fukkin worry about...fiqhtinq...u think u cud baq yaself up all the time wit a fukkin fiqht
cyrez : yea, so
cyrez : ur point is
cyrez : i really dont care bout u and tino anyways
cyrez : i couldnt give a fuck to be honest
cyrez : go wit him or not, i kno u still like him tho
lokah_staii_propah_xo: then why must you talk about it like its yur business
cyrez : aint it aint gonna change
lokah_staii_propah_xo: idc!
cyrez : maybe cuz i feel like it
cyrez : wtf u gon do
lokah_staii_propah_xo: i kno i like him!! and i dont care if u know!! i just dont want u fukkin qoinq around tellinq everyone
lokah_staii_propah_xo: cuz its NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
cyrez : than right afta tellin them i wuz buggin out
cyrez : cmon now, u kno that i alwayz say shit bout everyone
lokah_staii_propah_xo: buh u kno they qonna believe it no matter how much u say yur playinq around
cyrez : even wen i say i'm lying?
cyrez : cmon now
lokah_staii_propah_xo: but u dont understand...they had already thouqht i liked him from when i started talkinq to him..and when u say it now it sounds even more believable
cyrez : u think i'm that fuckin stupid
cyrez : unbeliveable? u kno u like him
lokah_staii_propah_xo: I KNOW!!
lokah_staii_propah_xo: I JUST TOLD YOU THAT!
lokah_staii_propah_xo: i just dont want the whole world to know
cyrez : THAN DON'T FUCKIN ACT LIKE IT!!!!!!11
lokah_staii_propah_xo: act like what??
cyrez : like u fuckin like him. that's eut i hate bout u
cyrez : wut*
lokah_staii_propah_xo: BUT I DO!
lokah_staii_propah_xo: omq lmao yur sooo slo!! i just told u i did lmao
cyrez : exactly, than don't be fuckin ahamed of it u dumb bitch
lokah_staii_propah_xo: lol
cyrez : u really pissin me off
lokah_staii_propah_xo: im not
lokah_staii_propah_xo: i just dont want everyone to know!!
cyrez : than dont act like it
lokah_staii_propah_xo: oooooh i qet it!!
lokah_staii_propah_xo: lol
cyrez : u make everythin sooo fuckin obvious
lokah_staii_propah_xo: lmao
cyrez : go head laff, but i'm serious as hell
lokah_staii_propah_xo: lol ok ok
cyrez : u got sum reall serious fuckin issues
lokah_staii_propah_xo: lol
lokah_staii_propah_xo: surrre
lokah_staii_propah_xo: just please dont tell anyone else
cyrez : fuck it, since u actin like such an ass, i'm yellin that shit out
cyrez : fuck wut u think
lokah_staii_propah_xo: WHY?! BECAUSE IM FUKKIN TELLING U NOT TO TELL ANYONE?
lokah_staii_propah_xo: yur the fukkin biqqest bitch..u never know when the fuq to jump out someones business...and u jusz fukkin loooooooooove to arque..always qotta have shit yur way
lokah_staii_propah_xo: buh wateva menq im dun
cyrez : unfortunatly, yes. do u think i like knowin this
cyrez : dumb ass
lokah_staii_propah_xo: see there u qo
lokah_staii_propah_xo: always qotta have the last fukkin word
cyrez : yea u dumb bitch
cyrez : wtf u gon do
cyrez : get tino
cyrez : lol
lokah_staii_propah_xo: wha u think that makes u biqqer? cuz yur arquinq wit a qrl because she likes someone and u wanna be a fukkin bitch about shit and tell everyone
lokah_staii_propah_xo: lol shut up
cyrez : wut, that's ur excuse
cyrez : bitch u came to me
lokah_staii_propah_xo: yea im sure it is
cyrez : u started this
cyrez : and i'm endin it
lokah_staii_propah_xo: BECUASE U FUKKIN STARTED SAYING SHIT WHEN I LEFT TODAY!!!
cyrez : so shut tha fuck up
cyrez : to who?
cyrez : huh
cyrez : who
lokah_staii_propah_xo: in fukkin caf u moron
cyrez : i said who u dumb bitch, not where
lokah_staii_propah_xo: uhh the people dat waz in caf obviously
cyrez : who in tha cafe
lokah_staii_propah_xo: idk u tell me...someone came up to me and said that u said it to everyone..
lokah_staii_propah_xo: so obviously u kno who the fuq u sed it to
cyrez : no i didnt
lokah_staii_propah_xo: so people are lyinq to me?
cyrez : i only told tino's cuzin
cyrez : yea, maybe they are
lokah_staii_propah_xo: rolandos not his cuzin..he just told me
lokah_staii_propah_xo: lol
cyrez : cuz tino mad rolando didn't back him up when i fucked up tino
lokah_staii_propah_xo: :-/
cyrez : rolando told me tino got his mother on himcuz he aint do anythin
lokah_staii_propah_xo: :-/
cyrez : .....................................................................................................................
cyrez : i'm thru wit this bull shit
lokah_staii_propah_xo: ..ok :-/
cyrez : don't even bother tryin to talk to me tomarrow
lokah_staii_propah_xo: dont worrii i wont
cyrez : i'm thru eit ur bull shit
cyrez : wit*
lokah_staii_propah_xo: MY bullshit?
cyrez : yea, ur BULLSHIT
lokah_staii_propah_xo: u fukkin start shit up wit me and den have the decency to complain dat u fed up wit "my" bullshit
lokah_staii_propah_xo: wateva yo
lokah_staii_propah_xo: daz it then
cyrez : u makin everythin so fuckin obvious
lokah_staii_propah_xo: 1
lokah_staii_propah_xo: oh well then let them kno!!
lokah_staii_propah_xo: james already knows
cyrez : duh, he found out him self
lokah_staii_propah_xo: buh i meant wit mikey + djuan cuz den they qo and tell everyone in their school
cyrez : sooo, wut u gon do to them
cyrez : u seriously need to stop actin like u tuff
lokah_staii_propah_xo: omq stfu already...u stay sayinq shit dique wha u qon do ....its not about what someones qonna do or not qonna do..its about beinq respectful and not qettinq ya nose into other peoples business in the first place
lokah_staii_propah_xo: bitch u do too
cyrez : cuz u keep bringin up tha fuckin shit
lokah_staii_propah_xo: brinqinq wha up?
cyrez : u think i wanted to kno tino showed u his dick
cyrez : tha fuck
lokah_staii_propah_xo: U DIDNT FIND THAT OUT FROM ME!!!
cyrez : shut up bout that shit
lokah_staii_propah_xo: and im sorry for mentioninq it aqain...
cyrez : axactly, but u wuz braggin to isa and shit
lokah_staii_propah_xo: TO ISA NOT TO YOU!
lokah_staii_propah_xo: and i wasnt "braqqinq" i was fukkin tellinq her..u aint hear our convo so dont fukkin talk about it
cyrez : yea, mela wuz on tha phone, on speaker, and i heard u
cyrez : bitch, so don;t even try it
lokah_staii_propah_xo: i wasnt even around mela when i was tellinq isa!!!
cyrez : that's wut u thought
cyrez : and don't bring mela in this cuz she got shit to do with it
lokah_staii_propah_xo: she didnt even have her fone when i was talkinq to isa!!
lokah_staii_propah_xo: her dad had it moron
cyrez : bet
lokah_staii_propah_xo: u the fukkin dumasz that brouqht her into this
cyrez : she wuz talkin to djuan
lokah_staii_propah_xo: richie medina: yea, mela wuz on tha phone, on speaker, and i heard u
helloooooo
lokah_staii_propah_xo's status is now "Be Right Back". (6/15/2005 10:34 PM)

cyrez : duh, cuz i did u dumb bitch



this shit made me made as hell. and u need to stop bitchin like u gon do sumthin. get yo weight up, than talk. till than, keep yo mouth shut. cuz i said it only to one fuckin person, u dumb bitch.

i jus made a new beat. this shit has mad meanin and shit. than i started listenin to tha complete version, and i started thinkin, verses and wut not. this shit makin me think and everythin, so i'm gon spit (type) tha first 16 bars:

if i could change tha way i lived life, than i'll pay tha price
we don't get to live twice, man nowadays relate to mice
begin in roots like lice, these rappers out here aint nice
this aint hip hop no more, everythin is about ice/
clothin, they boastin, but i'm roastin on flowin
toastin like samoans that aint in tha ocean, i'm going,
settin it to a new standard, no need for an answer
u ants aint dancin with tha lyrical mantis/
wut ppl nowadays call hip hop is straight flip flops
and wut not, who shit hot, yin yang shit stops
fuck whisperin on a beat, i yell to capture yo attention
everyone here join me with tha rebellion, tha lyrical redemption/
cuz i rip shit wit lyrics wit ballistik subscriptions
this u invision a mission of sinnin, vivid descriptions
pay attention and listen when i am sent from tha heavens
repent for this sick shit, hip hop now is jus a lost vision


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary


(i took this post from my other account.)

..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................still in progess with djuan's beat, "In The Rain"

ahh, tomarrow is finals. this sux. that's all. bye

today wuz all fucked up. my momz woke me up like around 8:00 to go help my aunt move. i wuz like, damn man. but fuck it, cuz i wuz gon chill wit my fam anyway. me and xero wuz buggin tha fuck out. on sum crazy shit. my brother, my cuzin, and my tio wuz there too. and wut do ya kno, it's tha Puerto Rican Day Parade ova in N.Y. so mad niggaz wuz by my ti-ti's house and shit, all drivin by wit tha flags. and i wuz mad that i forgot bout my damn country's parade. damn, but oo well, it wuzn't in paterson anyway. tha one that's gon be in paterson gon be like in 2 months. watch, all my flags comin out. big ass towel, du-rag, fuckin wrist bands and all. this shit gon be tha jump off. i aint go last year cuz i wuz too tired, swimmin all day. but this year, ah man. i'm gon chill wit djuan, see if xero drop by, and bug tha fuck out. that's all for today ppl, i'm outtie. 1.

Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary

mad shit happenin, my nigga might die tonight, my pops is locked up, tdm is gatherin, and fuckin finals and all. but i aint gon let all this shit get to me. i'm gon look at tha bright side, and i'm gon be realistic as a mutha fucka. my nigga, tha one who might die, i do feel bad for him, it's jus that this wuz all his decision. i aint gon put him on tha spot and say his name, but he gotta go thru surgery, and there is only a 25% chance of livin. tha bright side is that he finally be free of his pain. he lived a fucked up life and all, it's jus i can't see tha nigga suffer. i'm not routin for his death, it's jus that if he dies, in kno he'll be happy. as for myu father, his trail is on monday. i can't go cuz i missed out to much days from school. i wish i could go, but my brother gon hold him down and shit. i wish tha best for him, although he pisses me off. and as for my cousin, i really don't kno wut tha fuck is goin' thru her mind. she wit sumone hu she knows gon screw her over. but i ain't gon stop her from fuckin herself over.

as for tha bright side of life, i jus made a new instrumental wit jus rurouni kenshin samples. i used a midi, and like 7 different voice wavs, put a beat to it, and there u go. i call it, "Battousai Rap." ah, i'll send it to djuan and friends later for tdm music purposes. i think this might be my new anthem, but who knows. tha other tracks i made for myself hot as hell. we have "Tha Legacy", tha 5 minute instrumental sampled from Legend of Dragoon, tha midi wuz "Ancient Story." and than we have "Damagin Flows", a sample from auron's theme from FFX. but i like this one cuz it's sampled, yet original at tha same time. any one jus ask me, and i'll send ya a copy. i'm outtie, since i have no more to type. 1


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"I decend alone in the darkness, with the unseen truth."

okay, palacio is officially a fuckin dick head. he swear he kno wut he doin with damn laptop, and cuz of his dumb ass mistakes, i can't play ghost recon, chat, listen to music straight off tha internet. this nigga seriously don't kno wut tha fuk he doing. damn shit, i can't even listen to a fuckin song in peice anymore cuz tha shit closes on me if there is too much sound. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damnit all to tha burnin fuckin depts off hell, and all that other good stuff. fuck man. i can't do shit. but watch, i'm gonna change that in a fuckin few.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary

ahh yes, this is my new journal. tha best in tha world. look at kenshin. look at his scar..................??? wut ever. anywayz, i jus got this shit in my mail that elaine, yes, elaine, is startin up again. flaca, when u read this, i hope u'll have more sense. but check it, it wuz wit that shit i posted along time ago, dissin manal and flaca. and u, flaca, jus saw it right now and started it all up again. u kno wut, i'm not gettin involved, i jus pray for u. yes, pray. and aura, i hope u jus happen to feel better. "Feel Good!" ah, yes gorillaz, tha shiznit. lol. oo yea, my father goes to court monday. hope shit go well. and that is all i have to say for today. 1

ahhh, life sux. my father got out from rehab tha other day, than got locked up tha next day, that wuz fucked up. techically, he got kicked out from rehab. i aint even gon say y too. but that is really fucked up. other than that, life still sux. yea, this is gon be a short entry, and i dont care anymore.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"As i decend alone in the darkness, with the unseen truth."

ayo, i really am stressin out like a mutha fucka. i got niggaz tryin to jump me and shit, niggaz tryin to mug me for that damn laptop, and niggaz tryin to get police on me. it's fucked up cuz one of them niggaz go to mpact. and i kno hu too. but i'm gon leave this shit alone right now. it's not time yet for me to handle it and wut not cuz i need to take care of this shit wit tino. sum nigga came over here sayin i jumped his cuzin, but if it wuz like that, they wouldv'e got at my nigga too, cuz he wuz there. tha thing is that i aint jump him. everyone knows that we shot tha one, and he got his shit rocked. but now he gon go get tha cops and shit, this is all i need right now. but on sum real live shit tho, if this is tru, i mean wut i'm thinkin, than everythin should fall in place perfectly. i already kno wut i'm gonna do, i'm sure these niggaz gonna go along, so now everyone is like pawns now. all i need to do is use everybody tha way in which i need them, and i'm good. and don't worry ppl, there is only a couple of ppl that i need to use. no one from TDM or anythin. it aint even any of my friends. plus, all i need from my friends is for them to hold me down, which i already kno they gon do. but it's fucked up cuz i'm lookin at tha nigga hu i'm placin my suspicion on. he looks at me now and then, but it's all good. now isn't tha time, i need to do this very strategically.........................................i'm out.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"I decend alone in the darkness, with the unseen truth."

NOOO!!!! THE FORUM IS GONE!!!! HELP!!!! (u guys never went on anywayz.....)

aight, i don't mean to brag and all, but yea. i'm sure ya niggaz noticed. tha score- TDM=2, Tino and friends=0. although we truced it, i've been trying to truce it for a while now, but he aint listen. than he came to MPACT to fight, but than he kept askin me, "Do you wanna truce it right here?" mind u, he said that while fightin. i aint gon give up tha show, i'm entertaining here. i wanted djuan to come with tha marker, cuz he wuz fucked up, still standin but fucked up. all i got wuz my clothes dirty, and a scratch behind my left ear. man, that shit hurts, sike. but on sum real live shit, i wuz buggin out that whole time we were fightin. i had MAD chances to hit him, but i figured let him get himself hurt would do tha trick, so i waited. plus, xero wuz there yellin out mad shit, and tino wuz gettin mad cuz i wuz listening, lol. THANX CUZIN!! but now it's all set and done, no more beef, no more ruining my clothes. so how wuz ur day?


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"I decend alone into the darkness, with the unseen truth."

hmmm.........where should i start. right after skoo on friday tino and friends came lookin for me, hittin up flaca so then she can tell me to fight them. i thought tino got tha word, i aint fightin for stupid shit. i dont even kno wut tha fuck i did this time. although i keep hearin that my niggaz walkin up to him and say,"Yo, remember when Richard fucked you up?", or, "Weren't you that little bitch Richard made bloody?". i sure as hell didn't tell tham to say that. and if u see this tino, dont even bother comin to my skoo cuz i aint fightin without a good enuff reason. i swear tho, he says that i'm scared of him, and i cant see him in a one on one. okay, i wouldnt have been so entertained like this BEFORE we fought, because u really cant take sumone serious once u made them bloody. but like i said, i aint fuckin nobody up without a good reason to.

tha weekend wuz aight, besides tha fact my room smelt like throw up. but other than that, shit wuz good. sunday i went ova sorrow's house, chillin wit him, sin, wraith(which he left within 20 minutes), and xero. we wuz buggin out in shit, mela came over, and her momz wuz there. THAT SHIT WUZ FUNNY!! there wuz like a 3 feet distnace between them, but dont mind me, cuz i'm over exaggerating this particular situation, but man. sin got lost in tales of phantasia, which i dont kno how. he stuck in tha forest. but man, later that night, i came home and i wuz tha only one hu wuz sober, besides my sister and her man. she called me up and told me that my nigga fell asleep in my room, and threw up in it. *!!!!!* FUCK!!! i wuz trying to wake him up for like 45 minutes strait, and tha most he did wuz nod his head up and down droolin. i aint shoutin no names out, though sum people already kno, but damn. this shit really sucked. i fell to sleep in tha dinning room while makin a beat. that shit took me like 2 hours to make. shit, but it wuz worth it.

as for monday/yesterday, i cleaned my room, (it's a miracle), yea. now my room is once again sacred to me. tha room is all dark, cold, and cozy. NO ONE CAN GET IN!!!!! HA!!!! damnit, i'm bored. and guess wut ppl, this lil fucker, norbie, is annoying tha shit out of me. dont mind me while i cut off his toes and get a bunch of dogs to chase him. well, i'm out.



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"I decend alone into the darkness, with the unseen truth."

.........................bored...............................very.....bored.................help...............................life...sucks............tremendously.....................i..mean......alot.................................need.........laptop...............in....stru.....ment........als..........................need............to.................be............................made........................ . . . . . . . . *dies*

a false luv, false trust, is it all lust
emotions takin control, but couldnt give a fuck
ghetto gothic, spit that horror core
well not no more......yea................not no more/
startin to think, out in a blink
startin to shrink, back in a wink
life slowly makin sense, yet it's pissin me off
good thing my nigga psyke keepin me strong/
tdm unleashin my potential, 4 that i am grateful
they tha ones keepin me from jumpin out tha window,
but i aint ready for that, aint ready to splat
flaca keep my flame goin, and i thank u for that/
akira, dont mean to sound harsh, but yea, u got me stressin
i jus wanted it to take time, but now i learned my lesson
but still, i ain't over it, cuz i believe this isn't a false luv
yea, we tried, but ended up being all hugs/
but i thank u too, cuz now i'm seein tha tru meanin
i'm a tru being, with only a few seeing
wut i've been thru, cuz they've been thru shit too
although our love is never over, i miss u/
believe me, this is comin from tha heart
to shy to say it to ya face, it wuz like that from tha start
i gotta let it out, cuz it's tearin me apart
and this tha only way i can think of lettin it outta tha dark/
too false, made it cost, used to be lost
truly urs, cyrez steppin thru tha door
sin, i barely kno u, but keep it koo nigga
wraith, sorry for not callin, but this is tha truth nigga/
i jus cant find tha right time to conversate,
djuan, yea, we need ta find tha perfect date
for tha meetin, street greetins and all that
xero, get ready, cuz tino aint ready to fall back/
grim, thanx for hookin me up wen i really need it
leon, tru rivals, alwayz competin and shit
j-honey, alwayz keepin me on my good side
mayhem, alwayz ready and down to ride/
aura, i kno everything people are sayin isn't true
but if it jus happens to be, than i forgive u
tdm hold me down, thru thick and thin
but not even i kno tha shit that i'ma get ya in/
this song is for all tha people hu were down to roll wit me
ghost, thanx for everything, wen we only homies
ant, don't worry, them panther niggaz really gonna catch it
believe me when i say this, this shit gon go down like magic/
lyrical shadow, never gonna fade from tha light
cuz stronger tha light, same wit tha shadow, isn't that right
nevermore, now beginnin to quote tha lyrisist
battle cry to all my niggaz, for all ya to hear this shit/
i aint goin down without a fight, i'm holdin it down
PATERSON, NEW JERSEY, SILK CITY, P-TOWN
that is wut i rep to tha death, as i bleed from tha chest
too much memories, never eva gonna forget/
tha final testament, psyke, thanx for a last time
u say u dont need it, but still it aint right
believe me, shit gonna get better for tha both of us
hold swords in arms like tha way tha ronins wuz/
we gon go down together my nigga, tha 2 of us alone
u like my brother nigga, although from seperate homes
believe me wen i say this, cuz i truly mean it
we were destined to roll together, and i kno u see it/
Cyrez, that nigga who wuz never merry
T-D-M's Lyrical Visionary
Die and be free of pain, that is for tha weak
Live and fight your agony......that is for me/

aight now, this shit is official. i have now made 100 FUCKING INSTRUMENTALS!!! yes, 100. happy as hell man. aha. squark. but check it, flaca wants me to fuk up a couple of ppl hu are anoyin her. i'm sure everyone now hu it is. i definately aint gon waste my time, AGAIN!! sorry best friend. k now, it is also official that i'm goin to japan, tokyo to be precise. sorry grim and leon, but no more tickets. i'm happy, once again. now, i am no longer samplin midis and shit, i'm makin originals. and i started writin to tha songz now too. there u go mekka. SQWARK!! and i'm bored as hell, tryin to gain weight and shit so i can get ripped as hell. push ups out tha ass hole, that's what i'm talkin bout and shit. i'll see if i can update later. peace out ppl.



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

hmmm...........so much for havin a lazy summer. i jus convinced myself that i'm gon learn tha most amount of japanese ova tha summer. and if i want to, i can go down to japan to pik up sum armor. ahh man, yea wut's good leon. AHA!! *clears throat* aight now, i'm gon keep this shit real as hell. and for any1 hu feels i cant do it, screw ya niggaz. i kno a good amount right now. i and jus reminded my self to get that 4ft black katana. this shit gon be tha jump off. fuck wit me now mutha fuckas. i still whip ya asses. bak ta bussiness, i must keep mah grades up and shit. i'm shootin for at least honor role. i swear, if i get this shit, i'm gon be tha man. andi kno there gon be mad envious ppl 2. IN YO' FACES NUKKA!!!! lol. i'm really bored. i'll show ya niggaz tha type of shit i'm learnin here, cuz i'm self teachin bitches!!!


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

i really dont got mcuh time to update. so i'm gonna put it like this.....I WANT THAT DAMN LABTOP BACK FROM THAT FAG WHO STOLE MY IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there, now i'm happy.



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary

(verse 1)
u scribble mah rhymes in ur notepad, tryin to become a throwbak
but we know this hoe whack, hatin jus cuz i aint black
yea, i'm bori. ya fags tryin to get up on me
it's a different story, sumthin i tell poorly/
never wuz into to talkin, jus do tha walkin
do it often? jus a portion, cuz tha streetz is callin
yea, i fight, wut? cuz tha thought of life sux
analiza, tramatiza, hu cant decide wut/
and wut i mean is that i cant find a dream
so it seems, life is being a child's scream
wild things now bring a wild beast inside me
now i'm seein a demon screamin for sumthin that's been eatin/
away at my heart, comin from tha dark, so it starts
tear apart these precious thoughts from my god
an athiest into tha gray abiss, i hate this shit
y u gotta say my shit!! damn, y i'm sayin this?/
wut tha hell, nah u go to hell!
i rebel towards myself. yo, i'm trippin now.
BLOOD! DEATH! dont wanna say tha rest
is this wut is really on my chest?/
damn, a rush of thoughts runnin through my head
now it's like i wanna be free, i wanna be dead
WUT THA FUK!?! i thought i took care of that situation
and it all starts from these bitches hatin/

(hook x2)
hate to luv, luv to live. live for pain, pain i gain
gainin strength, strength in power, power will, y kill?
kill to be, be as free, free to see, see these
these beats, beat....please, please stay, stay for hate/

(verse 2)
"father, please help me. is there nuthin u can tell me?
help! please!" fuk, tha devil couldnt sell me
tru story, now u abhore me, since tha morning?
shit, tell me. go head and use tha morfine/
lyrical excorsist, now hu next for this? specialist
for nemesis, repent my sins, hell is hit.
and fuk choosin sides, i fend for my own.
god, damn, get tha fuk out my dome/
nigga, i mean it, stop makin me listen
for this shit, i kno i'm unforgiven.
went thru hell and bak for ur shit, now u want me.
lucifer can go to hell too, dont even haunt me./
wut tha hell, jesus fukin damn in pain.
i guess u dont like if i use ur name in vain.
ta hell wit u, i no longer care.
all tha times i needed u, u wasnt even there./
TDM nigga, we'll rise, u'll see
go head, act all high...mighty.....
grind ur teeth, they jus shine at me.
foreal, close them, they blindin me/
punk bitch, u need to get tha steppin.
lyrical combat, that be my weapon
yea, i guess that'll teach u a lesson.
oo shit, i think i need to stop talkin to my reflection/

(hook x2)
hate to luv, luv to live. live for pain, pain i gain
gainin strength, strength in power, power will, y kill?
kill to be, be as free, free to see, see these
these beats, beat....please, please stay, stay for hate/

(verse 3)
ayo, now i'm trippin. y tha hell is this happinen?
best put me up in chains like my name wuz alican.
shit is crazy, tryin to play me, now hu can save me.
"YARII, HELP! THERE IS NO ESCAPIN!/
DJUAN, NIGGA! WHY UR HEAD SHAKIN?!?!
LEON, U FOOL! GIVE ME A HAND! GRIM!
WUT THA HELL?!?! BE A FUCKIN MAN!!!
I'M FALLING!! SHIT, DONT LET ME LAND!!!"/
everyone lookin down on me, like if i wuz nuthin
wut tha hell. is this tha way i'm punished.
tha ones close to me all turned away.
wait, they turnin bak, got sumthin to say?/
"SHIT! I'M SORRY! PLEASE JUS HELP!
I DIDNT MEAN TO OFFEND, THIS IS HELL!
TELL CLARA I'M SORRY, DIDNT MEAN TO LET THAT HAPPEN!"
(why am i talkin like this, is this just rappin?)/
"GUYS, I THOUGHT WE WERE A FAM. JUS GIVE A NIGGA A HAND!
FORGET WUT I DID TO HURT YA! I'M A DIFFERENT MAN!
SO I SCREWED YA OVER, IT WUZNT INTENTIONAL!
ALL THA PROBLEMS HAD TO GO. DIDNT WANT TO END THA CREW!"
now i see.....this is how is to be
now i see......u guys were holdin me
dont mind me, jus too many thoughts in my head.
i guess this is tha time when i wake up in bed./

(hook x4)
hate to luv, luv to live. live for pain, pain i gain
gainin strength, strength in power, power will, y kill?
kill to be, be as free, free to see, see these
these beats, beat....please, please stay, stay for hate/



(for anyone who read this whole song, please understand that i am just fuckin crazy.)

damn, yesterday wuz crazy as hell. i aont go to skoo, so i went wit mah cuzin and mah sis to go pick up my cuzin from nutly. damn, i mustve seen like 5 niggaz from tha klan. that shit wuz funny. they wuz jus lookin at us hard as hell. i wuz buggin mah ass off. then i saw sum high skoo kids walkin. shit, i aint they tha skoo lets them out to get food, then they come bak. i wuz thinkin "wtf, damn. u can tell this is a white town." but these niggaz looked like aaron carter and shit. i wuz laffin mah ass off. me and my fam stood out like hell. damn it's fun being boricua. but this shit is funny as hell cuz they wuz lookin at me hard as hell. i got out tha car to see if they had beef. they kept walkin. i'll update l8er,


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

....this is boring as hell. i wanna go up stairs to make a FUCKING beat, but mr. okaine being a lil bitch about this. i wont be in tha art club till it's bout to end from now on, since i got to stay in tha after skoo program. i kno, it fukin sux. i'll be down there @ 3:45, and i wont have much time to work on beats anymore, only when i get home. which by tha way really sux. but fuk it, it's better than nuthin. damn, i'm sure djuan aint even get to make a beat yet, i told him how, but i said it a bit fucked up. so i'm not sure he understood. but fuck it, i dont mind instructing. he got tha melodies on lock, now all he needs is a few more tutorials, and he good. soo fukin borin, i need to do sumthin fast. damn, this sux.



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

i jus fukin found out how to switch up my shit to tha way i got it now. yea, i kno it aint fukin wit leon's but spawn is cool. and u kno wut, look at his eyes. they glow. ooooooooooooo.



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

this shit is borin as hell. i need sum nu midis so i can actually have sumthin to do. but put it like this, pnce we get this damn shit done, i'm gonna be happy as hell. i'm puttin mad effort in this cd, and hopefully it'll all pay off. it'll keep me entertained for a while, till then, must keep makin this damn beats for TDM. none tha less, djuan helpin me out and shit. overall, i still think sin's beat tha best, i cant even compare anyother beat wit it. damn, u lucky bastard, not even my shit that hot. i dont kno if u heard it yet, so i'm gon e-mail it 2 u in a few.



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

bored, maybe to tha point where i want 2 go streakin. lol. i'm jus layin down on my bed, listenin to beats that i made. my mind is wonderin off to places like school, tha bathroom, and for sum reason white castle. shit, murder burgers, lol. but damn, this whole weekend supposed to be busy as hell. i need ta clean my room, make this beats wit xero and djuan, i need to get tha fuk off this labtop and do sumthin productive, cuz all i'm doin id playin gamez and shit. well, if any got any questions, feel free to ask, cuz i'll answer imediatly thanx to yahoo! mail.



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

i've been doin sum thinkin. i've noticed my scarz and shit, and i wuz thinkin bout wut flaca and shit. "y d0nt u fite a real qanqsta." shiit, i've been fightin since i wuz lil as hell. but, this shit is botherin me and shit. tha last nigga hu i fought that wuz atleast on my lvl, wuz this nigga by mah block. i 4got his name, but he wuz up on sum gully shit. he thought he can fuk wit me. then i pulled sum UFC type submission on em. he started cryin. that's how long i had him. i disconnected his arm. lol, that wuz funny. he couldnt mive it 4 a week or two. but that wuz 2 yearz ago. but fuk it. i'ma update l8er, cuz i gotta travel.



k, i just came bak. now i'm jus editin tha entry, so dont pay mind to where it says i gotta travel. ight, check it. i wuz noticin mad shit, and how elaine wuz sayin that i aint her brither, father, wuteva. but i do kno wut i am to her. i am her friend. she kept sayin shit like i dont have 2 worry bout her, but i kno tino an assface. and he wouldve tried sum dumb shit. but she said he wuznt gonna do anythin, which i completely agree and all, jus i dont want her to feel all close to him. he tha enemy. although he ace's cousin, ace has no part of tha situation. i told him to keep out. but on sum real live shit, i've noticed through out tha whole time i've been in TDM, i've been in nuthin but trouble. yea, these ppl are my fam and all, but i feel like i've jus felt invinsible, and that sorta made me an ass hole. but now i'm thinkin shit thoroughly. nah, i aint leavin tha fam, jus lemme kno wen i'm gettin out of hand. till then, i'm gon work on my muzik.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

man, go on wit ur fake shit u pull wit
flaca, this shit u sayin is strait bullshit
ridin tino dick, but he dont even kno u
aura kno u, bitch i'ma show u
with little interest, she watches u carefully
and so much for u sayin "thanx, u wuz there for me."
i wuz tryin to look u out, but now ur ass hit
aura get at that ass real quik
i told once, and i'l tell u again, she'll fuk u up
gonna het ur "bloods" bitch dont get stuck up
and manal, u need to stop actin like u tuff or sumthin
got slapped in tha face, now wut, u blushin
tha tru one to deny, huh? bitch change ur name
cuz if i wuz u, shit man, i couldnt bare tha shame
look like tino on a bad day, but my good one
flush red, bitch. go head, suk cum
fukin nuthin but hookers, elaine now i'ma pull ur card
actin all hard dat bitch pulled u out tha car
got ur face rocked last year, and u still deny it
jada tag that ass up, dont even try shit
fuckin horse, look like ur face wuz a ritual
too bad i'm tha one hu got tha visual
one hit, u bruised, get sum weight on ur physical
crack mad jokes on u bitches when i go lyrical



Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

bored, soo fuckin bored. i have shit to do obviously, and i'm lookin at this beef between flaca and aura. come on now flaca, she is right. i even told u to ur face, tino a bitch. he called u a bitch. than u gon go and apologize. fuck that shit. u kno he dont even give 2 shits bout u, yet u all like "lol, i'm srry." WTF. sum str8 up bull shit. aura, dont worry. it aint shit. but on sum real live shit tho, if ya gon get this shit, i'm holdin down mah TDM fam.

2day is mah pop's birthday. i bet he still waitin for me to write to him. tuff luk fuker, cuz i despise u. he still thinks everything is okay. like everything is all fine and dandy. blah. and i hate when ppl say "atleast u kno ur father." but tha fact is, if u kno him more, than he fuks up, it hurts u more. if i never knew my father, than i wouldnt give 2 shits. but since he wuz always there for me, but than he fucked up wit that drug shit. he my reason y i dont do drugs. if anyone feels simpithetic for me, than dont, cuz i dont need it.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or kive and fight your agony."

my hip hop make ur heart stop with one shot
flow hot, but u not. tha crew stomp
wut u want? death i kno not
shit i drop, make tha block hot
cuz i spit poison darts in tha neck, that's a bet
getta ref, "nah man, he'll jus add 2 tha mess."
cuz tha rest is bloody and muddy, trust me
i spit shit like this, very lovely
yo fuck tha fame, i am past tha game
put 2 in tha brain and that ass is taimed
let tha blood rain when i reign, it aint tha same
like Jessica made a change a finally got a brain
call me Cyrez, that Spic on tha rize
my skill is sik, like vomit from a suicide
my ego is huge, that's y i make fun of ya
i blow up in front of ya, like team Columbia.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight and fight your agony."

blood on tha floor, u no thug
wut tha fuk, nigga u a punk
u got scared cuz u thought u'll get jumped
but wuz bleedin already when we shot tha one
tino/tina, cant fuk wit medina
city hall tha arena, nigga, u best re-up
cant fuk wit tha way we run
even mus said that u done
cyrez, tha legacy whooped dat ass
i wuznt serious, u made me laugh
u said all that shit in tha past
but look now, ur nose jus blast
now hu needs tha ebonics, son u try too hard
fuk around, next time u will be scarred
a dead eye, huh? wut bout ur face?
two hits, blood all ova tha place
tino, u cant win, even if it wuz golf
soon i catch u runnin back like if u wuz moss


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and make Valentino bleed."

aight, now tino said it wuz a lucky hit. blah, and i never saw blood, even funnier. i jus didnt wanna get my clothes dirty, but that wuz unaviodable. i got blood all over me. plus, u lost enuff blood. y lose more. and tha reason mah niggaz looked like they wuz bout to jump u wuz cuz u wuz bout to sneak me. nigga, u got pwned, simple as that. also, that fight wuz tha squashin fight, ur final destination. and jus for a little cut, man that wuz alot of blood. i kracked my skull open twice, and i didnt bleed that much. u jus mad cuz now i got ur heart in my pocket. ur pride got to u tino. i think tha next time u wanna fight, i suggest u do bring a golf club. a such a lil bitch tho. u popped all that shit, and got bloody tha 2nd fuckin hit. i expected more from ur bitch ass. u got ur ass whooped nigga. told u i'll leave u bloody. didnt wanna believe me. tha militia pwned u, fag


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free and pain, or live and fight your agony."

man, "valentino", actin dumb ass hell. fake ass badboy20689 cant even fight. he a nerd, a wimp, a pencil neck. man, wut do i get my self in2. he said his boi fuked me up, ha! that's funny. i only saw one kat from panther, and he cool wit mah niggaz. i aint got no problems wit him, its jus mufasa and tina. these sum d-n-d ass niggaz, lil bitches who act hard body online. fuk this live journal bull shit, shoot tha one wen i'm waiin for ur bitch ass, cuz u gonna get body rocked yougen. i also heard that u said that i started this shit, ha! marikon, i swear, ur a fukin liar. and ur niggaz keep comin down hear, and u nowhere to be found. stop hidin fag

bored, yes, once agen. but no worries, i'm stayin afta skool to work on my video game. me and leon gettin this shit poppin. we supossed to draw shit for tha art display at tha museum, but a lil side tracked. i havent drawn in a while, so i might be lil rusty. but fuk it, i'll get my skill bak. and on hero machine, i need to find tha right shit for tha forum. i'm still workin on my character. if i knew how to post up my old shit, then i'll put it on. but till then, i'll keep tryin to guess to put that bitch on my shit.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

nigga, u came at a real bad time. i wuz alredy at my house and playin basketball, and i get a call that in tha front of mpact. ha! i left at 2 o' clock today. and if u thought i wuz gonna be beat as hell waitin for u for an hour and twenty minutes, ur fukin dumber than i thought.

in other news, still cant get on my PS2 yet. damnit rzo. fuckit, i got happy tree friends on my side. hahaha. die lil fluffy bitches. hmph, man. i am bored as hell.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

where should i start, my weekend suked ass, & i'm bored right now. but to top it off, i'm still alive. tha only highlight of my weekend wuz playin basketball, and soccer and volleyball and wrestling wit my cuzin from tech. ah, good times. note to self, go online wit monster hunter, killzone, or ghost recon. yea, that's my daily routine cuz shit neva happen. i saw leon's emblem thingy a lil while ago, that shit wuz off tha hook. but it look like he wuz a lil too ansty. but it aint my problem. anotha thing is this shit wit tino. he really is convinced that i'm alejandro, lol. i dont blame u tino, a lil girl any way. coo, but a lil girl. and let me kno wen u wanna get this shit poppin, cuz i'm gettin impatient. and if u do jus happen to get paralized, u'll think twice b4 startin shit wit niggaz u dont kno. and i really do hate this shit. tino a fukin internet tuff guy, and he tryin to say i'm a lil bitch. and dont make me look like tha bad guy cuz u on a smaller level then me. but enuff talk bout shit that destiny is neva gonna allow to happen. i'm lookin foward to see rzo get his ass whooped in resident evil: outbreak. he been playin online for quite sum time now, and i wanna atleast get sum time wit my PS2. but fuk it, i'll go ball wit my niggaz or sumthin, let's jus hope they smoke too much now. my cuzin might come ova agen today, and i'm finally gonna beat u in around tha world, u fukin son-of-a-dick, yea sagitarious rulez. wow, usin that word now, rulez, hehehe, it soundz funny. damn i'm zoned out right now.

yea, i'm updating once agen today. i'm jus bored out of my fukin mind. my stomache hurts, i guess cuz i didnt eat. fuk it, i'ma put a verse.


supposevily my poetry keeps holdin me
and vocally there's no defeat no retreat jus by knowin me
i make a toast to me, tha one to hold the beef
unique like tha mona lis, bones and concrete
i paint a perfect picture wen i hit ya
skill is sika, give ya blista,
that's y i got tha fist of legend dat be my weapon
flow beheadin check ur chest in teech a leason, now u regretin
that this lyrisist even came to u to battle
now u floatin in tha ocean, without a pattle
my rythm is 2 nasty, i make a nigga vomit
kill everyone u kno son, make that a promise.


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary

i feel like an idiot, hehehe. fukin i've been callin dis guy, thinkin it wuz tino, then he got mad, wanted to fight, but my fam came to pik me up. shit, i wuz in tha front too. and they wuz bout to jump alejandro, lol. my bad alejandro, but put tha shit like this. if me and tino dont shoot tha one soon, then i'm gonna fukin drop this beef, cuz i really dont wanna beef if we never gonna FUCKIN FIGHT! i got this idea last night, so dont go sayin i didnt tell u, cuz i couldnt. and tino, if u see this, umm....yea.....i'm sure u read this....and i'm sure u arent stupid.....u get tha idea.

wutha fuk is up my niggaz. i aint post in a while. yea, tino still talkin shit, but he tha last of my worries. well, i gotta girl now, jus take a wild guess hu. and if u dont kno, go figure. lol. it's not that much of a big deal, i just got to express myself, that's all. and wuts this? hahahahaha, tino said he comin afterschool. it'll be a real let down if he dont come. i'ma gonna wait for atleast 20 minutes. hehehehe, i havent felt this way in yearz. in need blood to be in my handz, hehehehe, hmph. death is no longer a worry for me, nor is that bitch. ALL OF TDM, HOLD ME DOWN MY NIGGAZ!


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."

man, everyone seems so depressed. it's makin me feel a lil down myself. the brightness from this damn screen is hurtin my eyes. good thing my room is so dark. it gives me a warm feelin. and i'm happy it started to drizzle, makes me more happy on a depressin day like this. well, must end here cuz my mom beastin me to eat my food. ooooo, pollo. and if anyone is bored and wants to laugh, click here. http://albinoblacksheep.com/flash/stfu.php


Cyrez
TDM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die and be free of pain, or live and fight your agony."