I am an omen...

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 07:38:39 GMT

It seems like tha foundation around me is collapsing slowly, though it's apperance is still in tact...

Heheheh...

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 04:17:03 GMT

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=WUEF5S36

Haha! Nice...

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:26:51 GMT

http://www.funnyheck.com/flash_cartoon/mkvssf2.html

http://www.freeonlinegames.com/play/2041.html (click skip this ad)

Damn....

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 07:39:34 GMT

First off, Merry Christmas Son of a bitches!

Second, I am tha lord and master!

Third......well, make one up!

Okay, today has been quite a day because I am experiencing something new. I've played my first online RPG, and I think someone is argueing outside. Fuck it, all I can think of is that game. Fucking Lineage, that shit is so fucking hot! It's simplistic, yet addictive. Makes me tingle inside. I feel all warm and fuzzy, but that could just be my sweater...=/ Back to reality, where things actually matter. I got this banging ass Yahama 61-key key-board from my sis and her man. Damn, that shit is hot! And tha Buddha tops off my room with knowledge and shit. Fucking plasma balls are cool, especially if it's Buddha's stomache. And of course, you all know this laggy computer is now my precious. My brother actually thinks he's gonna get on this. I got too much shit on here, and I don't want him touchin shit! Muahaha! Well yea, gettin back to Lineage, tha server that me and Leon was playin on was cool as hell. Both of us are dark elves, and we've rebelled against Santa's fat-ass and his cookie making/devouring whore. So we've started BA. Leon did it, but I like to say I had someting to do with it so then I would sound important. XD It sux for Leon though, he had a lvl 55 character, and tha server had to reseted to a previous date because a hacker obviously hacked everything. So now, Leon started anew once again, and I am here to join him. I feel like my character can kill anyone, but he only on lvl 26. Talk about an ego *coughTINOcough* I just can't wait till later...

Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary
"You's a bitch, and so is yo' aunt!"

I ain't got anything better to do, so here goes nothing...

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 07:28:51 GMT

"Why must so much people be hypocritical?"

I hear this question in my head all day, just for tha simple fact that so many people around me are such hypocrites. To me, I think that your average hypocrite needs attention, so that particular individual says random things, even if it is their own flaw, to make others like them more. And that's tha deal with society nowadays. If you're not tha way society thinks, then you basically don't belong. Shit, I know I don't belong, but yet I have touched so many hearts. Not in a lovey-dovey bullshit way, but as a friend. I claim my life sucks, and I'm better off dead, but what will my kin do if I'm gone. Since I say such things, and I know damn well that people will shead their fucking skin for me, does that make me hypocritical? Am I just saying all of this for attention? Heh, if you look at this hell-hold called Earth for a minute, you'll see that everyone is pretty much tha same. Though we may differ in physical apperance, and our intellect varies, we all wants what's best for us. Even if we have to lie about it. We strive to make people notice us, we strive to make a living. And although everyone has different opinions about everything, don't we all want what's best for us. If people can't find jobs, and they're stuck hustling on tha block, that makes them no different from us. That soul just chose another path to help him/her-self. All a drug dealer deals for is to get money for himself. So why is that any different from any other job? Look at me, I'm working a damn factory, and that's illegal, but I need tha money to help out my mother. Tha only thing different between me and tha drug dealer is our paths. We both need money, and we both work illegally. Yet, I make it look like I'm working legally. But would that make me a hypocrite? I talk a whole bunch of shit 'bout immagrants taking our jobs, and yet I'm here working with them....

You damn right I'm a hypocrite.

Everyone is a hypocrite, depending tha situation. I just wish mutha fuckas had tha balls to admit it, and stop making such simplistic situations so fucking difficult. Because everyone in their own mind only wants what's better for their-selves, so why not try to hide things to make you look better? Stupid bitches, if they only knew...

Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Tha flow of time...

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 16:20:20 GMT

Heh, where do I begin? I'm tired as hell from gym, I don't wanna go to work, but I'll make it anyway, Okami's auntie is a biatch, and I feel like my legs are going to fall off. I feel that I'm going to get fired today, just for tha simple fact that I beleive that Mama Llama is gonna talk some shit, and I'm going to shove a shit load of stress releif cream down her throat. That bitch better not fuck with me, because time has been too damn slow lately. It takes forever for a damn minute to pass. It's pissing me off, and I hope somehow I'll get to rest in my remaining time in school. I know I'm gonna black out on someone today, so why not make it Okami's auntie, Mama Llama. Heh, she gonna get it today if she chooses to fuck wit me. Heheheh...

In other news, I did another version of my most annoying beat ever. (Well, that's what people think.) My famous Buddha Blessed beat came back, and I gotta say, this shit is rather quite hot. I'm gonna post it when I get back from work. I ain't got it on me now, but I'm sure people will like it. It sure as hell doesn't sound like it's with FL Studio, anyways. I just wish I had it so then I could listen to it now...

Cyrez
"...die slow"
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Heheheheh....

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 12:15:44 GMT

Guess what bitches...

Can you bitches guess where I'm updating from? Huh? Can you? I just woke up, and I didn't sleep in my school. Oh yea bitches, I'm in my room. And you know what that means. I got an internet connection now. Oh yea! Ya niggaz is hit now! UWAHOO!

FOAMY!!!

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 14:28:33 GMT

Boring...

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 14:00:58 GMT

Heheheh....

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 13:34:02 GMT

Ah yes, it was my 3rd day being 16, and I already got a job. My punk ass brother 22, and he can't find shit. New shit to rub in his face. (THANX JULIA!!)

More or less, today is pwning day. Brought my PS2 to school, owning tha Calibur newblets. And in MVC 2, teheheh, imbeciles. Muahahahahahahahahahah!!!!! *coughs and dies*

Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary
"Die slow..."

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 14:18:23 GMT

This is still a work in progress. It's supposed to be for the video game that me and my friends are doing. This is a summary for the story, pretty much tha basis. Lemme know what ya think...

"The world of Kulenai, a planet far away from Earth, but in our sun’s orbital range. This planet’s creatures are things of our mere fantasies and dreams. From mystical beings, such as dragons, demons, and even pixies, to our ancestors, human life who have used more than 10% of their brain. Our own dreams and such are only memories, things we’ve encountered within our past lives on that planet. The reason we’re here now, is because we’ve rejected death, and needed a planet that withhold the spiritual transfer. So in actuality, we are all dead. Our physicals only seem to be real, but it’s what our god, Kleptis, did for us. He wants us to believe we have a soul, our own spirit, our own body. But in reality, our bodies are from the foundation around us. The 12 elements around us are what give us our form, since this energy we gather is perpetual. And since this world has all of the energy to give us a new life, and Kleptis erased our memories of that savage planet we’ve dissented from, the others from that planet are trying to make their way here too. The of our 2 planets is a little bit more than enough to make the spiritual transfer, and fuse with the spirit of an unborn child. So basically, the creatures that fuse with the human spirit allow that human to use the power of that creature, the Gift. But with that Gift makes others around them a bit uneasy. And with that, the humans declared war upon the Gifted, commonly known as Soul Bearers. For the Soul Bearers, they are the ones now who use an astonishing 68% percent of their brain, so they remember where they come from. And with the humans fearing the unknown, they attempt to destroy us, and this is the Curse. And with the Soul Bearers and Humans now in an everlasting war, they try to make use of their gifts, and fight back."

Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Some birthday...

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 12:18:39 GMT

Happy Birthday, eh? This was tha worst fuckin day of my life. My friends made it better, since they showed up. (Sorry Sin, next time pick your phone so then I can tell you what tha fuck is gonna happen.) But...I feel even more bad for my friends, even more sympathetic than I feel for myself. They got it worse than I did, and they didn't even know. Not even I knew, I found out not too long ago. My sister told me that we was a group of fuckin geeks. That Leon was a fag, so was DJuan. Alejandro was a fag, too, so my brother claims. And Julio and Julia are fucking dorks. Heh, it's something when you talk about people behind their backs, and don't have shit to do with you. They barely even know my brother, yet he says we are a group of fags. Heh, and even talked shit bout you Meda, saying that you can't spit, and you're a fuckin chump. He said that bullshit cuz I was playin one of your songs, and he just barged into my room, and asked who I was listening to. I told him that it was my boy spittin, and he made his lil remarks while walking away. Some fuckin big brother he is. If he wants that fuckin title, he better try a lot harder to live up to it. Tha fucking mark on forehead isn't even enough anymore. I thought I felt good, poppin him on tha side of tha face, and he just puts me through even more hell. I feel like shit...wish I would just fucking die. Everyone I love is being pulled into this, people who only here to help.... I'm sorry to bring you guys in this. I swear, next time there is going to be something held at my house, I'm not inviting anyone, because I don't want tha wrong things beign said about ya. And just so ya know, I'm fuckin struggling to type this shit, all tha damn tears are in my way. If I mispell something, my fault... But I fucking sware, he had tha nerve to say all that shit yesterday, about how he is going to kill me, how he gonna get niggaz to jump me, how he gonna get me while I'm sleeping, and he had tha FUCKING NERVE, to say he fucking loves me....?!?!?! What in tha blue blazin hell makes you think that shit?! I'm fucking through with being treated like shit. And tha one time I actually defend myself, successfully, I get shitted upon by my fucking mother. She says, "I don't want you hitting him...".......What tha fuck?!!?! All this time, him fucking punching me in my fucking face, choking me, threatening me, taking my shit without permission and not giving it back, wearing my fucking clothes, and sneakers, eating my fucking food, emabarassing me in front of my friends, talk shit about my friends, and do all tha shit he does, and not fucking get back at ONE FUCKING POINT!!!!!!! I should fucking be CONGRATULATED!!!! It's about fucking time I stand up for myself, and I'm WRONG?!!?! Since when did hell fucking freeze over?! And niggaz say, "Oh don't worry about it. He is just an ass-hole." Tell me something I don't know Sherlock. I try not to pay attention, but for how many fucking years have I been tormented beyond beleif?!?! About like 8 fucking years! That's half my fucking life! "Oh, don't worry-" FUCK YOU! SO THA FUCK WHAT! I'M FUCKING MAD!! LEAVE ME THA FUCK ALONE!!! DID ASK FOR YOUR FUCKING SYMPATHY? No. All I ask for is for me to be in peace. Alone. Queit. Happy. Is that too much to ask for? I've been a fucking nice guy to all I met. Why do I deserve this? What did I do? Why am I even here? Am I ever going to find a sanctuary? Somewhere I can be left alone, and just be happy with all that's around me? I fucking doubt it. There will always be problems. There will always be someone fucking you over everytime you think you're out tha pot. That's life. And that's why.....I want out...

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:37:05 GMT

Heheheh, I got a new controller now. It's a clear gray, that new jump off. I'm also getting a new white controll, and the limited edition Tekken 5 with tha arcade control. Muahahahaha!!!

Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 13:02:33 GMT

Teh, my B-Day this Sunday....And I'm bored as fuck. Anyone wanna buy some games?

Muahaha!

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 14:48:28 GMT

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 13:19:48 GMT

My sacred controll is broken. My white PS2 DualShock2 controller is broken. I threw it against tha wall when I lost in Soul Calibur 3... Fucking Yun-Seong and Talim. I was killing them, but the damn wind was blowing, and I kept falling out. I was so fucking close, and like a dumb-ass, I put all 3 of my people to fight, and they lost. I lost in tha game, (FUCK YOU WIND!!), and I lost my controller. That was my lucky controller... I feel like if I want to jump out a window...

Woot!!!

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 13:39:13 GMT

My pops finally got outta jail. That nigga went in exactly a year ago, and got out yesterday. He ain't gotta do no more drug tests, no more court, no more probation, WOOOO!!!! Ah, yes, I must keep my calm writing this...(whatever...) But man, I killed Zeik in his Capcom vs. SNK game, and that was my first time playing it. I've would've used SNK characters, but I didn't see Hibiki. And as of yesterday, I officially can whoop tha computer's ass on extremely hard. (Take that DJuan!) Heh, I must keep training, and must play Leon and all that other stuff. Which reminds me, I still ain't finish my drawing! (When you read this later, Leon, don't show me your drawing. Save it for when I'm ready...WOOO!!!) Can you guys tell I'm bored...?

Cyrez
TdM's Lyrical Visionary

Stressed as usual...

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 13:36:50 GMT

Yesterday at 9th period I flipped out...And I aplogize for not saying anything. It's just that I told ya to drop it, and stop saying I was dead. That shit was literally too ironic. It's just that I kept having tha same dream for quite some time now, I'll coming home from tha store, it's like 8:30 pm. So you know it's dark out, (FUCK DAYLIGHT SAVINGS), and as I walk to my porch, I just collapse. I don't know what happens, since I really can't hear anything in my dreams. But the view of my mother, just crying on top of me, screaming, "NOT MY BABY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO KILL MY BABY?!" I can read her lips, and the view is as clear as day. And my sight just fades out, and then I wake up each night with the pain in my chest getting more and more painful. So I just felt uneasy, cuz as soon as Julio brought it up, that was tha 1st thing to mind...

I'm....just...sorry for....flippin out on ya.....

I..know ya didn't know bout it...

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 13:10:25 GMT

I WILL KILL YOU ALL
NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT
I WILL KILL YOU ALL
NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT
SQUIRRELY WRATH
SQUIRRELY WRATH
SQUIRRELY WRATH
YOU'RE ALL GONNA DIE
YOU'RE ALL GONNA DIE
SQUIRRELY WRATH
SQUIRRELY WRATH...

Fuck ya XD

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 13:21:23 GMT

Bad news Zeik, my adapter is fudged up son. And FUCK SNK!!!!

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 14:50:21 GMT

squirrely wrath!

I regret not swinging....

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 12:47:35 GMT

Me and my brother got into another arguement yesterday. But this time, it got physical. I would've swung, but I felt pity for him. His face is fucking deformed because like 12 Bloods jumped tha night before. He came home bloody as fuck, in mad pain too. So just imagine, if I were to swing while he was choking me, than tha pain on his face would immensify by like 5x. I seriously regret not swinging though. This shit all started because I told him not to be coming into my room to use my phone all tha time. Becuase everytime he loses his phone, I'm tha 1st person he comes to, just to run up my minutes. So I told him, "Don't expect me to keep lending you my phone. I'm not trying to run up my minutes." His exact words, "I'm calling mobile to mobile you fucking idiot. I'll fucking keep your phone and beat tha fuck outta you." I said, "What goes around, comes around..." And he got offended and started choking me. He also claims that he is gonna wait for me afterschool to fuck me up. Heheh, like I'm scared. He won't even throw out tha garbage because his fucking face. His eyes are looped downwards, his cheeks are puffy and still got dry blood on it, and his neck is all red, like he was hanging from a noose for too long. I just wish incidents like these change his mind state. He swares he tha fucking man, act like he tha shit in tha street. But he gets his ass whooped every other weekend. Fucking bitch, I'm tired of him already. All I need right now is to make some instrumentals, and just play Soul Calibur 3. That's all...

P.S.
If you see me, don't act sympathetic. All I need is for another mother fucker feeling sorry for me...

...This made me think.

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 12:34:39 GMT

"HONG KONG - A weeklong festival will be held to celebrate the unveiling of a statue of Bruce Lee on Hong Kong's Avenue of Stars.

ADVERTISEMENT

Lee's brother Robert Lee will preside over the Nov. 27 ceremony, Wong Yiu-keung, chairman of the Hong Kong-based Bruce Lee Club, said Monday.

The 6-foot-6-inch statue will feature the martial arts star with his torso bared and his hands spread in a fighting stance. The pose was selected in an online poll of Lee's fans.

Lee died of cerebral edema — swelling of the brain — on July 20, 1973. He was 32. His films include 1973's "Enter the Dragon," released after his death, and "Fists of Fury."

The Nov. 25-Dec. 1 festival, backed by the Hong Kong Tourism Board, also will include a fan gathering, tours of Lee-related sites and free showings of his movies at the Avenue of Stars, Hong Kong's equivalent of Hollywood's Walk of Fame, Wong said.

Lee would have been 65 on Nov. 27."

I don't know who tha hell left this in my journal, but this made me think of many of things. Not only that I am a huge fan, have tha same birthday, and beleive that he was tha best damn fighter of all time, I felt that I need to clear some things up with tha public. (I almost spelled pubic. lmao) It is beleived that tha wife of Bruce Lee, Linda Lee, murdered him with poisonous pills. Of course, I beleive that is utter bullshit. But she was tha last person to see him, and last to talk to him. Linda claims that Bruce was complaining of a severe headache. So she Linda gave him some pills, and left tha room. She came back like 2 minutes later, and tha nigga was dead. I know Linda would've never hurt Bruce in any way. I just that nigga was still alive. And just cuz he tha fuckin man, I shall change my theme to a "Bruce Lee Owns You!" theme. I shall have fun with this one. =D

R.I.P.
Lee Jun Fan/Bruce Lee
November 27th, 1940 - July 2Oth, 1973

Tsumetai Chodo Jikogu!!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 13:45:24 GMT

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 12:47:00 GMT

I'm bored. Save me....

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